Finding myself..

I feel as if everyone spends their whole life trying to find out who they truly are. Learn something new everyday and those are the things that help shape us, help us live. I would say that now I feel I'm trying to find myself more than ever, but I'm sure another time will come and I will be more confused with who I am and what I want out of life. It feels like everytime I know who I am...something happens to make me question it all.People in and out of my life challenge me as to figure out who I really am. I lose myself from time to time. Yeah...I don't even know what to say now, I've lost my train of thought.I am trying to keep it all together, and not fall apart, right now that is kinda on the hard side, since I am going through a lot of things right now. There is a lot going on in my life, and I am trying to deal with it all, but it is very hard sometimes. Most of the time, I just want it all to be over, and just make the days, and hours end, but sadly, I can't escape life that easily, so right now, I am just doing my best to try and keep it all together, and keep my self from falling apart...I always try to do something different that'll help someone out or make someone smile and I feel that changing your attitude torwards other betters yourself in the long run. I stand for so many things and I feel if i carry out my beliefs I will be doing good in the world. Which is hard to find these days. What can I say I'm like wine I get better with age.Every day is a different challenge and I look forward to it-I see it as another way to improve myself.