Never Judge :)

This blog is for megan, hope this answer's your question :)

I understand that you live you learn and the bad times make you better, but what happens when all you have are bad times to go by? I know my worth and I know that I’m a person that gives more than takes in a relationship; I know I have more brains than people may think. I’m a girl of 22 whose seen, heard and gone through more things than most people, older than me, couldn't even imagine. there has to be a breaking point. The people closest to me don't understand how I could have gone through as much as I have and still have a smile on my face? How I can walk around as if nothings wrong knowing that my whole illusion of relationships or any life occasion is crippled by lies, cheating or trickery? The point of the matter is I’m a lot stronger than people give me credit for. Why cry over something I can't change? Why chase something that I don't need? Why give into what I don't deserve? I know I deserve better and I wont settle for anything less. One of my biggest pet peeves is girls who sit around and put up with being lied to cheated on or tricked. Most girls, not all, are worth more than they know. The difference with me is I know my worth. So what if I haven't found Mr. Perfect? At least I’m not settling for Mr. prideful, Mr. Cheater AGAIN! Mr. I am better than you or Mr. Hothead. Maybe I have turned down a lot of amazing guys. I’m sure I have, but my guard is up. Don't judge me by my job, Or my looks I do what I have to do to take care of me and my family. And don't judge me with anything in my lifestyle. Until you walk one moment in my shoes you have no right to say anything to me. I know my head is right, I know my hearts with god and I know I’m focused on the right things. I'm a young girl with an old soul. Until you really sit down with me and get to know the real Ali you'll never understand. I'm just a girl trying to find her way.